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Ooooooooo good-day

Another trip to the victor alpha. WHY CAN'T THEY SYNCHRONIZE THIS CRAP?? Three trips I have to make monthly (by my estimation). And why do I have to show up? Because of A FREAKIN' PSYCHO WHO CAN'T STAY AWAY FROM MY MAILBOX.

My weapons are clean and ready. Just sayin'. SoOOoo frustrating. The guy who rides along (or specifically TAKES me) won't accept gas money. With prices up to $3 a gallon, I feel SO guilty. =/ He drops everything he's working on (and he has a serious position with the company) and does this three times a month for me. Surely there's something I can do for him.

FREAKY DREAM last night, that's STILL creeping me out. Without going into all of it, the bottom line is I noticed this bump -- like a spider bite, ingrown hair, or whatever -- on my left, inner thigh about mid-way. I starting poking at it, as I'm wont to do, and suddenly, I felt this HUGE knot underneath what I /thought/ was just a little surface bump/bite. I squeezed it, and it hurt like a mofo, when this...um...okay, it's graphic so I'll put a cut here...don't go thur unless you wanna read this crap...

Anyway I squeezed it, and at first, this wicked, greenish-brown crap started oozing out. I was totally disgusted and remember it was odiferous, as if it was gangrene or something (yes, I know what it smells like, having spent so much time in long-term orthopedic recovery and watching the elderly lose legs and arms). So I kept squeezing, making this "OW" noises and "OMGs" and other exclamations, loud enough to get the very UNWANTED attention of a couple of friends. They came over to watch, and advised me to go to the E.R. But oh no, I had to keep squeezing as long as it was productive. I told my girlfriend to grab the peroxide, got a lighter, and only had tweezers with me, so I disinfected the tweezers with the lighter...once the greenish-brown crap was out, I noticed and oh my GOD IN HEAVEN, FELT like staples were being pulled from my thigh, or more specifically, the feeling you get when someone is pulling a drainage tube from surgery out of your leg. I had NO CLUE what the HELL it was, but it was long, green, but flat. I kept pulling with the tweezers, and about a FOOT of it was pulled out of my leg, along with infectious fluids that were just DISGUSTING. Although it was HORRIBLY painful, I continued, not wanting ANY OF THAT left in my leg. My girlfriend decided to just "hop in and help" and in her haste, cut it off, leaving the wound/bump/opening shut. I freaked out, and told her "the head is still in there!! It'll grow back if we don't get the head out!" Somewhere in all of this, we decided I had a freakin' round/ring/tape-worm in my LEG, and that's why I could/wasn't gaining weight. BUT OMG IT WAS GROSS.

WHY.THE.HELL would I have a dream like that?! I've searched through the wounded recesses of my brain, through several books, and across the net and NOTHING can help me puzzle through ALL the symbolism in this dream. I have bits and pieces which accurately describe this situation or that; but not the whole picture.

So...for the rest of today, I'll freak out until I have that dream completely understood. You don't HAVE A DREAM like that, so detailed (this was just a very small part of it) and NOT wanna know WHY. Ughhhhhhh. I've never had one even SIMILAR to it, so it's kinda freaking and grossing me out.

In other news, there is sun on my horizon :) I'm gonna start writing like a Chinese fortune cookie. /I/ understand it, and that's all that counts. :) The new employee is great, and I feel a lot better today even though I didn't sleep much last night. Ughhh. I have a feeling this weekend will be spent horizontal, even though I was invited by my crew to go "practice" with them. I don't think so. Gotta get my sleep, and also get the house in order for Kelsey's return.

Mkay. I've wasted enough time on all this (and you shouldn't have read if you still are). Back to werrrrrrrrrrk!

I warned ya. ;p


( 29 whispered — Whisper to me )
Aug. 4th, 2006 02:02 pm (UTC)
this was one i wish i skipped. ;)
Aug. 4th, 2006 03:43 pm (UTC)

You should've DREAMT it!!! OMG. Was awful. I think I have it halfway figured it (and it has a LOT to do with my fear of spiders and spider bites lately).
Aug. 4th, 2006 03:46 pm (UTC)
For real, I remember my dreams so infrequently that even nightmares are welcome. I LOOOOOVE DREAMS!! And especially nightmares. I like being freaked out all day afterwards.

I pulled a spider out of the pool with my bare hands yesterday -- it was a big one, too! Cute wood spider, so not that scary. :)
Aug. 4th, 2006 05:08 pm (UTC)
Aug. 4th, 2006 05:12 pm (UTC)
Let me tell you ALL about the beetles that were covered our shade screen when we were out camping.. ;)
Aug. 4th, 2006 05:32 pm (UTC)
Beetles are FINE. Any bug is FINE. Spiders? NOT FINE! :>
Aug. 4th, 2006 05:36 pm (UTC)
Even if hundreds, many of them were engaged in beetle orgies not 2 feet away from us?! It was crazy, disgusting, and hard to look at away all at the same time.
Aug. 5th, 2006 12:43 pm (UTC)
Hahahahaha! Beetles aren't aggressive, territorial nor social; you had nothing to fear :D Well, except catching an STD from 'em. LOL :D

It's like watching um, certain people eat; even though it makes you SICK AND SCARED, you still have to look. Heh. :D
Aug. 5th, 2006 12:54 pm (UTC)
Hey that giant spider wasn't aggressive, territorial, or anything either!
Aug. 5th, 2006 12:55 pm (UTC)
Aug. 5th, 2006 01:02 pm (UTC)
it had telepathy! all 'thank you for getting me out of this pool! I was gonna drown!' as it scurried into the woods.
Aug. 7th, 2006 09:37 pm (UTC)
GEEZ??!! YOU SAVED IT!!?? WHYYY O WHYYY!! God meant for that lil bastidge to GO DOWN!!!
Aug. 8th, 2006 03:52 am (UTC)
Because when spiders take over the world, they're gonna remember the goods deeds and spare me!!
Aug. 8th, 2006 09:44 am (UTC)
Keep on thinking that!! When they turn, they'll turn on EVERYONE sparing no man, woman, or child!!! KEEEEEL THEEMMMMM.
Aug. 8th, 2006 12:22 pm (UTC)
BUT the spiders lubbbbbb me!
Aug. 9th, 2006 04:42 pm (UTC)
AND AGAIN, you're falling for their ruse to inevitably take over TEH WORLDZ!!!!11ELEVENTYONE!!!1! ;)
Aug. 10th, 2006 12:04 am (UTC)
You said you wanted to BE one! What's that all aboot, eh?!
Aug. 10th, 2006 09:46 am (UTC)
I don't have to explain to YOU why I'd wanna be a black widow. Think about it ;-) :D

Plus, just like batman, I wanna become what everyone fears. LOL :D
Aug. 10th, 2006 12:49 pm (UTC)
I'm more skeered of you than spiders or bats ;)
Aug. 13th, 2006 02:15 pm (UTC)
Bah! Whyfor would you be more skeert of me than spiders or bats?! LOL!

Hey...what happened to er...the page/code? Mail me if you get a chance.
Aug. 13th, 2006 04:33 pm (UTC)
er.. the page/code isn't working? It's looking okay from here..
Aug. 13th, 2006 05:28 pm (UTC)
I keep getting this:

Page 500

Internal Server Error
The server encountered an internal error or misconfiguration and was unable to complete your request.
Please contact the server administrator, riv@ljutils.hopto.org and inform them of the time the error occurred, and anything you might have done that may have caused the error.

More information about this error may be available in the server error log.


Apache/1.3.29 Server at ljutils.hopto.org Port 80
Aug. 13th, 2006 06:13 pm (UTC)
Oh ho! I'm stewpid. :) Will get that fixed at some point in the next.. oh, week? I did some upgrade stuff and it broke :(
Aug. 13th, 2006 08:16 pm (UTC)
Er...is it fixed? Eeeeeeks.
Aug. 14th, 2006 02:44 am (UTC)
yes, fixed! i hope anyway ;)
Aug. 4th, 2006 02:35 pm (UTC)
wow..just wow girl!
Aug. 4th, 2006 03:43 pm (UTC)
GAWD I know it!!!! The way I felt yesterday, you would THINK I'd be having one of /those/ dreams (you know, where I score and have a mind-blowing orgasm in my sleep). BUT OH NO...LET THE HORROR SHOW BEGIN.


When you coming down here to visit? :D
Aug. 4th, 2006 04:01 pm (UTC)
soon i hope
i called the lawyers and we are hoping to end soon

gag order is probably in effect hence my calling :)
Aug. 4th, 2006 05:10 pm (UTC)
Eh? When did you call?? I'm SO missing them...I must be at work when you try (it's silenced and I miss a BUNCH). Or passed out. Blah. You need to make a trip NOW so we can show up at the victor alpha together and KICK SOME ASS.

I'm so mad right now, I'm ready to...um...yeah. I've already called the president. LOLOL. Might as well take it to the top.
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