What do I say?
GEEZ. What's WRONG with me?!
I'm still vascillating. It might make me feel better about a whole bunch of things if I just do it.
Ugh. I'm tired of saying "no", and this is boyscout after all. Right after him, JD -- safe, fun, sweet, considerate, concerned...*sigh*. =/ I've told them no before, yet I've backtracked, and I'm sure THEY are counting on me caving in later on today. Yay. It increased exponentially from one call to the next.
Sometimes, I think I need to be saved from myself.
In other bizarre-ish/ironic-ish/sad-dish news, I might be required in Huntsvegas, and soon. I know, I know...runnnnn. =(
- iFeel:
yikes.
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It would be /great/ if I was in any emotional position to go out. However...I'm not.
Haven't even been able to "purge" that whole thing even in my journal yet. Seems like I'm going to have to, if I'm going to...make any progress. =( Sad...all of it.
But it might be a HUGE mistake. Time will tell. Argh. HELP!