Log in

No account? Create an account

Previous Entry | Next Entry

Trying to cope

I confess; I'm having a REAL HARD time dealing with this cat situation.

I'd talk about it, but that wouldn't be fair or right. I've talked about it to the right person, and as usual, it's an unpleasant subject. Therefore, not a word's being said.

I'm not going to budge this time, until SOMETHING TRUE is said to me, something FINAL.

I hate this.

I swore I wouldn't deal with it again, and yet...


Any rational person who knew the whole situation, from beginning until today, would side with me for several reasons. Again, none of which I can get into in /here/. I'm not getting any better with the situation; if anything, I'm growing angrier, realizing so much more things about the cat's reality. If something like /this/ can make me so grossly unhappy, I have to consider my life, right?!

I'm sure this is obscure, since I've made no entries about it, nor have I made any friend's only statements. I'm trying to just get over it, but...I shouldn't /have/ to. I did try to get my friends (who're still involved with T.E.A.R.S. and animal adoption groups) to find one similar, since I'm unusually not allergic, but no one's come up with this particular one.

This whole situation is making me kind of sick. My dad always said never let an argument go down with the sun? Well, this situation has gone from a YEAR to another.

Doesn't bode well for...well, any of what I'd planned. =/ Right now, If I "say" anything to the other party, I have a feeling it'll be painted with this angry brush I hold in my hand. So I'm avoiding it at all costs. Might as well; the aforementioned wouldn't dare mention it. In fact, this person has talked about everything BUT the cat over the past 72 hours.

And if you just wasted two minutes of your time reading, asking questions probably won't be a good idea. I'll probably ignore 'em, or dodge them altogether, since this is a real diary entry. But if you have ideas as to how to make other people see reason, by all means...no, no, I take that back, too.


Sometimes, I really DO feel so alone on this planet. Frustrating.


Jan. 1st, 2008 08:49 pm (UTC)

I grew up around very strong female personalities, and strong silent men... So yeah, I became fairly vocal :D
Jan. 1st, 2008 08:51 pm (UTC)
Strong, silent men make the world go 'round :D
Jan. 1st, 2008 08:56 pm (UTC)
Yeah... But they tend to be boring :P
Jan. 1st, 2008 09:58 pm (UTC)
Oh HELL no! See? That's why I need to write that book. Still waters run deep ;-) Chicks like the quiet, mysterious type :D
Jan. 1st, 2008 10:23 pm (UTC)
Ya know, my 6th grade teacher wrote quotes about everyone in her homeroom class. Mine was, "Still waters run deep." I didn't understand it back then. I certainly do, now. But this was before I was able to throw my voice out in online forums. I don't think I'm so still anymore.
Jan. 1st, 2008 10:28 pm (UTC)
No, no...not anonymous internet stuff; real-life men, who're sexy, quiet and mysterious :) My fave :)
Jan. 1st, 2008 10:50 pm (UTC)
What I MEANT was that if you met me in person, you'll see that "Still Waters Run Deep" aspect of me. Online, I tend to be more vocal and less "still."
Jan. 1st, 2008 10:52 pm (UTC)
Ooooooo so are you all sexy like the quiet water men? Yessssssssss. Complete with six-pack! Yay!
Jan. 1st, 2008 11:22 pm (UTC)
Well, I got a six-pack o' something...

Jan. 2nd, 2008 05:50 pm (UTC)
Sprite? :D Yay!!!!!!! lol :) I'm allergic to alcohol.
Whatever this is... - arcangelmichael - Jan. 3rd, 2008 06:27 am (UTC) - Expand
Whatever this is... - none_too_subtle - Jan. 3rd, 2008 07:25 pm (UTC) - Expand
Jan. 1st, 2008 10:56 pm (UTC)
See? NOW I know what I've been doing wrong!

Jan. 1st, 2008 10:59 pm (UTC)
Were you all loud and purging everything in one date? Tsk tsk!
Jan. 1st, 2008 11:07 pm (UTC)
Oh nooooooo! Not in one date! There has to be some mystery!

More like I'm engaging, offering tiny details to get my date to talk more, and still maintaining a fair balance of airtime :P
Jan. 2nd, 2008 05:49 pm (UTC)
"A fair balance of air time."


I'm just like you -- never "unpleasant silences" when I'm around. I'm told I'm easy to hang out with :)
Jan. 2nd, 2008 05:57 pm (UTC)

It's not a woman thing... Everybody loves to talk about their favourite subject - Themselves...
Whatever this is... - none_too_subtle - Jan. 2nd, 2008 09:24 pm (UTC) - Expand
Whatever this is... - ayoub - Jan. 2nd, 2008 09:48 pm (UTC) - Expand


Eye see, Open your eyes
Creeping Through The Cellar Door

Latest Month

June 2019


Here is Belladonna, the Lady of the Rocks,
The lady of situations.
Here is the man with three staves, and here the Wheel,
And here is the one-eyed merchant, and this card
Which is blank, is something that he carries on his back,
Which I am forbidden to see. I do not find
The Hanged Man. Fear death by water.
I see crowds of people, walking round in a ring.
Thank you. If you see dear Mrs. Equitone,
Tell her I bring the horoscope myself;

One must be so careful these days.
Powered by LiveJournal.com
Designed by Paulina Bozek