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Runaway Jury - introspective question

After watching "behind the scenes" for this movie, and again hearing: "Everyone has a secret they don't even want their husbands or wives to know" I dug really deep in ye ole memory banks, thinking what, in my life, had I possibly ever done (singular of course) that I'd be horrified for others to find out?

I cannot think of one, single thing. No, seriously. I stand behind everything I've ever done, good or bad. And the bad really isn't "bad". For example, if I ran for public office, there's nothing they could dig up that would horrify me, or humiliate me in any way.

Is it that I have no shame, or that I'm really that boring? Maybe I just have a higher "embarrassment" tolerance than most. No. I just haven't done anything that morally corrupt. And when I think about it, I do know those who have skeletons; my friends tend to open up and share with me, and yes, some of THEIR actions would horrify me, were they my own. lol :) I'm not saying I'm some goody two shoes. Everyone who knows me even slightly knows this ain't true. But I have nothing I'm ashamed of in my life, nor anything which is "shameful" enough to, say, scare me from running for public office. There's nada for anyone to dig up.

Which again begs the question of my freakish stalkers. WTH. There's NOTHING to find. Not only am I not WORTH hacking, but I'm so boring, I put my own self to sleep. It begs the question, also, of why people READ. There's never anything breath taking in my journal. Not even in the private entries (I know of two people who have my passwords, and usually "tell all" in my filtered friend's only entries).


Interesting to think about. I'm still thinking, and STILL can't come up with anything.



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Jan. 20th, 2008 12:41 pm (UTC)
you know, i've thought about it, and there's really nothing i wouldn't want anyone to know. stuff i'd rather they not know (embarrassing) but yeah, no deep dark secrets here.

you running for public office would be, er, interesting.
Jan. 20th, 2008 01:25 pm (UTC)
Doesn't it make you wonder WHAT skeletons these people have in their closets??? I mean really?

I'm highly qualified, and would probably do a MUCH better job at running the state (or the country) than those who are in charge. At least I'm good at delegating. That's the trick.

Me running for public office would shake ALL the nutjobs out of the trees. Hahaha. They'd have to make shit up, however, to start a "scandal" since I have none. lol :)
Jan. 21st, 2008 10:01 am (UTC)
It could simply be that because you're so open, people think your secrets have to be seriously freaky!
Jan. 21st, 2008 08:57 pm (UTC)
I'm horribly boring! So I'd imagine my "secrets" are already known, since I talk about 'em. :> I don't "hide".
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