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Maniacal Monday

Best describes today. I started off busy as hellia. It ended with me feeling like a bug trapped in a squishy corner with no escape. Ugh. Work was a literal /nightmare/. For all the fancy dancing I did, I /still/ didn't complete everything.

And as we all know (or I), I hate leaving unfinished business at the end of the day. I kinda pride myself on doing everything which is on the plate for each day. This feeling isn't good.

I also have some issues with my "decompression" at the end of every day. Greaaaaaaaaaat. Why can't I just go from 90 to nothing, and zone out? I have to belabor the entire day, replaying segments of it, mentally improving it, streamlining ideas, etc. I can't stop thinking and it drives me crazy.

So really, that was today. Well, there was the truck driver who first, honked at me, then followed me smiling, and talking. He should thank God I couldn't hear him. OH OH. WAIT. I almost DIED because of some bleach-blonde on a freakin' cell phone. I saw her coming up behind me going at least (and I exaggerate NOT) 50 MPH. I swerved into the shoulder, and she slammed on her brakes so hard you could smell them. I turned around, and if looks could kill, she'd be headed to the mortuary. She mouthed an "I'm sorry" but THAT'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH. PAY ATTENTION ON THE ROAD, DAMN. The car is almost like a weapon. She was distracted and not paying attention to the traffic ahead. Fortunately, I /always/ plan for these things, and had an escape already plotted. I was livid and shaking for about 30 minutes after. Ugh. I hate bad traffic.

I went down bovine boulevard and resisted the urge to pick up something deep-fried and grotesquely bad for me. Awwwwwwwww! Z purchased me a rowing machine. Now I'm gonna get this fat into shape. I cannot STAND for my body to be like this. *He* might be happy with it, but I am not. A rowing machine is perfect for someone like me, and I can't wait to get started.

There'll be no books worked on, nor art tonight. Oh! Yikes. Almost forgot, but both books have already sold copies. I put a warning that they were only in draft form, but still, someone wanted copies NOW. Go figure.

Now, I'm in my flannel pajamas, watching the new "Elizabeth" and trying not to graze through the kitchen. I've lost about 2 lbs., and need to lose another 8 (or just tone up).

I plan on hitting the heat/massage mat after this. I need it after today. I hope I don't fall asleep on it. Eep.

That is all.


( 9 whispered — Speak )
Feb. 25th, 2008 08:31 pm (UTC)
oh, poor poopsie! *hugs*

You just rest sugar, it's all over now!
Feb. 25th, 2008 08:33 pm (UTC)
Thanks *hugs back*. Your day sounded as crazed as mine!! :) I hope tomorrow is a bit slower.
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Feb. 25th, 2008 09:57 pm (UTC)
Ohhhhhhhh it is. Kelsey got that for me for Christmas. It hits all the stress points on your body, and heats up. I lovvvvvvvvvvve it! :)

Yes, she almost killed me (seriously). What an idiot.
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Feb. 26th, 2008 10:21 pm (UTC)
That's or she's just a plain old dumbass. lol
Feb. 25th, 2008 09:46 pm (UTC)
Yay for rowing machine goodness! :D
Feb. 25th, 2008 10:02 pm (UTC)
No joke, right? I can't wait!
Feb. 25th, 2008 10:56 pm (UTC)
I hate people who drive and talk on their phones. Cali is going to ban it in July, and fine people and I can't wait until that day.
Feb. 26th, 2008 02:23 am (UTC)
I'm guilty of talking, but I use a blue tooth. My hands are free, and my eyes, on the road. Otherwise, I'd be Spam right now. Unbelievable. I think that's a fine law to pass. I think other places should ban the use of them (restaurants, for example).

Remember when it was rare to see someone with a cell? THOSE were the most obnoxious (not all -- I had one, but it was for business; I didn't "show my ass" with it).
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Feb. 26th, 2008 10:21 pm (UTC)
That's too bad. They *should*.
( 9 whispered — Speak )


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