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Journal? Life? What journal and life?

So much has gone on, significant things, and I've completely stopped journaling which is strange.

What I also realized this morning - and plan on rectifying - is the fact that besides one person, I talk to NO ONE on a regular basis. And failing to be able to contact one person with whom I talk to often, it stiffens my new resolve to get out there and reacquaint myself with friends. I've completely lost all of my male friends (which is stupid), and today I'm going to start working on building those relationships back up. It's ridiculous to isolate myself the way I have, in here and in real life.

Kelsey just graduated, and I'm unusually sad about this. They've already made the post-high-school trip to Florida, and are planning on another quick one in between Kelsey's job and school.

Life has been crazy despite its lack of people. Having Kelsey graduate, I need to rediscover who I am again. I can busy myself up with the help of my spawnlette. Last night on her way home, she stopped by and picked up Krispy Kreme. Yum. I haven't had those doughnuts in about five years. The odd thing is I was JUST telling someone that the other day and boom! She reads my mind.

Kelsey plans on starting college this fall, for those who might be interested. She works at Delia's right now, and is doing wonderful. She got employee of the month twice in a row, and received bonuses as a result. I'm very proud of her for not resting on her proverbial laurels.

The looming decision about social security has risen its head, and the statutes of limitation are almost out for filing. I feel like I have no more life in me, and that things are being stopped for a reason. Also, this is the time of year my parents died, so it's a rough time for me right now.

Of course, there's no point to this entry and I've not included ALL the things or even a good bit of the things going on right now. Maybe I'll start making an effort to at least journal occasionally.

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paradoxymoron
Jun. 5th, 2010 04:52 pm (UTC)
OH MY GAWD SHE'S GRADUATED?! WHEN THE HELL'D HTAT HAPPEN?!

Um. Congrats?


AND YOU'D TOTALLY TALK TO MORE PEOPLE IF YOU'D JUST TALK TO MEEEEEEEE. or something.


I'm just gonna go over here and yell at kids to get off my lawn.
none_too_subtle
Jun. 6th, 2010 05:51 am (UTC)
I was SO depressed when she graduated, but played happy with her. It happened on the 27th, so it hasn't been long. I was waiting on her to return from their trip before I posted anything.

I already yell at people to get off my lawn (and my condo is pool-side which is a bitch).

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