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Journal? Life? What journal and life?

So much has gone on, significant things, and I've completely stopped journaling which is strange.

What I also realized this morning - and plan on rectifying - is the fact that besides one person, I talk to NO ONE on a regular basis. And failing to be able to contact one person with whom I talk to often, it stiffens my new resolve to get out there and reacquaint myself with friends. I've completely lost all of my male friends (which is stupid), and today I'm going to start working on building those relationships back up. It's ridiculous to isolate myself the way I have, in here and in real life.

Kelsey just graduated, and I'm unusually sad about this. They've already made the post-high-school trip to Florida, and are planning on another quick one in between Kelsey's job and school.

Life has been crazy despite its lack of people. Having Kelsey graduate, I need to rediscover who I am again. I can busy myself up with the help of my spawnlette. Last night on her way home, she stopped by and picked up Krispy Kreme. Yum. I haven't had those doughnuts in about five years. The odd thing is I was JUST telling someone that the other day and boom! She reads my mind.

Kelsey plans on starting college this fall, for those who might be interested. She works at Delia's right now, and is doing wonderful. She got employee of the month twice in a row, and received bonuses as a result. I'm very proud of her for not resting on her proverbial laurels.

The looming decision about social security has risen its head, and the statutes of limitation are almost out for filing. I feel like I have no more life in me, and that things are being stopped for a reason. Also, this is the time of year my parents died, so it's a rough time for me right now.

Of course, there's no point to this entry and I've not included ALL the things or even a good bit of the things going on right now. Maybe I'll start making an effort to at least journal occasionally.

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brim
Jun. 6th, 2010 02:09 pm (UTC)
is all *grins* for Kelsey. YAY TO HER!
none_too_subtle
Jun. 6th, 2010 02:50 pm (UTC)
I am, too. It's just hard watching them grow up like that! You should see her. You probably wouldn't recognize her now. No, no, you would, since she's looking like a prettier mini-me. :> How's the bambino?
brim
Jun. 6th, 2010 05:32 pm (UTC)
Anna is wonderful. She's 8 months now and doing new things every day. It's neat :) I really like being a daddy.
none_too_subtle
Jun. 6th, 2010 10:31 pm (UTC)
I always thought you'd make a great dad. :) She's a lucky little girl :D
brim
Jun. 7th, 2010 01:44 am (UTC)
Danke :D
It's neat to hear about K being so grown up now.
none_too_subtle
Jun. 7th, 2010 08:11 am (UTC)
Bitte :)

It's scary with her grown up! She wears makeup and now likes to shop for clothes. Yikes.

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