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Apologies

If I've been short, rude or snapped at you guys (my friends...not anyone else) today, I apologize. I'm tired, and didn't sleep five minutes last night. If you messaged me, I was blocked, and it scared me (I do block for a reason).

Sorry about that. Really bad day, that's all.

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angelsdust
Jul. 25th, 2003 01:04 pm (UTC)
you nut.
i wuv you!
none_too_subtle
Jul. 25th, 2003 01:10 pm (UTC)
awwww :(
That was so sweet, I cried :( Gads. I really need to be in a pink-painted room with crayons, a coloring book, hospital pajamas, eating pudding and jello, attending group therapy (with thorazine drip), singing songs in my house shoes, and monitored for o, a couple of years?
goddess_eir
Jul. 25th, 2003 01:16 pm (UTC)
Re: awwww :(
Right about now... I feel the same way.... I'm FREAKING out!!
angelsdust
Jul. 25th, 2003 01:17 pm (UTC)
Re: awwww :(
me too.
:/
none_too_subtle
Jul. 25th, 2003 01:44 pm (UTC)
Noooooooo!!!!
What's wrong?? :( Gah. It's CONTAGIOUS.

*wills self to cheer up or else risk a flogging from...well, I dunno, but I'll find SOMEone to beat moi*

((((angeldust))))
none_too_subtle
Jul. 25th, 2003 01:41 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry!
Don't freak out. You have a date! You should be happy. Confidence is everything.

Look over here *points.* Thank GOD you're not in this situation.

And the ones in your life who should love you most probably show it. See? It's all good for you, girlie. I'm not running around madly; I'm just really sad. :( This, too, shall pass.

((((((hugs))))))
goddess_eir
Jul. 25th, 2003 01:52 pm (UTC)
Re: I'm sorry!
Oh.. thanks!

But I have an internal battle with my brain and visual affects and the brain and body are losing.

It's hard to fake confidence too. Luckily a coworker gave me ONE Xanax... I'm doing everything from taking it RIGHT now.

*hugs* back.
none_too_subtle
Jul. 25th, 2003 02:33 pm (UTC)
You're wonderful. And that's that.
I think you're gorgeous. You're WAY too harsh on yourself. You're headstrong and seem to be very powerful. Draw from that strength. Let go of your visual notions, woman! If *I* was a guy, and had a choice between a skinny arse like me (all bones, lookin' like a sick toothpick), or a voluptuous, healthy vibrant woman? I'd choose voluptuous, healthy and vibrant EVERY day, and twice on Sunday. You've got the brains, the good nature, and spirit. I'd give anything to have what you have right now; I mean that. You don't see yourself the way others do and you know that. From what I've seen of you (your face, etc.) I think you're very pretty, and ANY guy would be lucky to date you. Besides ALL of these, you seem to be dedicated to a fault -- that's a rare RARE quality these days. Scratch off that bad list...focus on THESE things. I haven't even met you, but if I was a guy? I'd go out with you in a heartbeat. :) :) In fact -- hm...I'm a girl, and if you were here, I'd go out with ya! (of course, you'd hafta buy...*scratches head, goes to time out* :) :)

Go have fun! :) I have lightbulbs. Something along the solar system is whirring in a more positive direction if I have FUNCTIONING lightbulbs!!!


(((((Jen))))))
goddess_eir
Jul. 25th, 2003 02:38 pm (UTC)
Re: You're wonderful. And that's that.
Ha ha!! Now if you could go on tv and tell that to all the ignorant fools out there........... that would be the highlight of MY LIFE!!!

Thank you so much for all your compliments! I wish I could find a man that says the same things!!

Hey, you got a nice ass, I'd "poke" you. heh *devilish grin*

Ok... off to work, get mind of the whole thing! Thanks again. :P

Now GO TO SLEEP!
none_too_subtle
Jul. 25th, 2003 02:59 pm (UTC)
Re: You're wonderful. And that's that.
Ha ha!! Now if you could go on tv and tell that to all the ignorant fools out there........... that would be the highlight of MY LIFE!!!

Ya know? Any guy who DIDN'T realize it ISN'T worth the oxygen you breathe. The better YOU like you, the better they will, too <---great poetry. Woo. I'm onna roll. :)

Men really are simple creatures. I mean, er, really. WE are much more challenging than THEY are. Remember that. And we have a much better underwear selection, too ;-)

Here's a lil secret I've used, if I thought the possibility existed where I'd feel nervous, such as giving a speech, interview, etc: Find the HOTTEST undies you own. Even if you wear jeans and a t-shirt, wear POWER UNDERWEAR. :) There's just something kinda sexy/sneaky/secretive about the whole power underwear thing, and it's ALWAYS WORKED for me. :) Because the whole time, you'll be thinking "Heh...if he could only see THIS. I ROCK!"

I'm tryin' to go to bed. I'm exhausted BEYOND sleepy, if that makes sense. Ack. Last night's fiasco didn't exactly HELP my cause. I think I'm suffering a post-maniacal let-down or something. *Scratches head* I did, at one point, sorta feel like a short-order cook, trying to keep UP with everyone messaging, mailing and posting. MAN. IT'S A SAD DAY WHEN YOUR JOURNAL FEELS LIKE A JOB.

:)
goddess_eir
Jul. 26th, 2003 12:23 am (UTC)
Re: You're wonderful. And that's that.
MAN. IT'S A SAD DAY WHEN YOUR JOURNAL FEELS LIKE A JOB.

I hear ya!! And too bad is so FUCKING addicting! UGH. I bet you feel like you'd let down everyone if you just didn't respond, but don't feel that way.

I JUST got home from work, if you can believe that... I must have been running on adrenlyn (sp?) because I didn't have much caffeine (sp?) today!

12:24am, trying to go to sleep now!
none_too_subtle
Jul. 26th, 2003 06:41 am (UTC)
Re: You're wonderful. And that's that.
Eh? Didn't you have a date? TELLLLLLL WOMAN!
goddess_eir
Jul. 26th, 2003 10:47 am (UTC)
Re: You're wonderful. And that's that.
No! I'm meeting him tonight, for dinner, with his cousin and MY Xanax!! Ahahaha....

:P
none_too_subtle
Jul. 26th, 2003 11:39 am (UTC)
Re: You're wonderful. And that's that.
Gahh. you had ME stressting out over your date last night...*rolls eyes*

Did you do your nails? :D Don't make it look like you get TOO dressed up for him :P :)
goddess_eir
Jul. 26th, 2003 02:15 pm (UTC)
Re: You're wonderful. And that's that.
LOL... did my toe nails, about a week ago. Just wearing jeaning and a cute top and sandals. :)

Sorry, didn't mean to stress YOU out!! Shit, one of us stressed is enough!!

Well, the countdown begins, I meet him in two hours or so and I'm FUCKING FREAKING.... heart pounding, nauscious, hands jittering.... FUCK!

*tells self "its ok"*
wbahner
Jul. 25th, 2003 03:28 pm (UTC)
You can be short, rude or snap at me any day. I can handle it....
none_too_subtle
Jul. 25th, 2003 03:54 pm (UTC)
Awww *petpetpet*
I'm BEYOND delrium now. MARS IS COMING. REPEAT AFTER ME.

Uh...where was I? Thanks :) :)
wbahner
Jul. 25th, 2003 03:57 pm (UTC)
Re: Awww *petpetpet*
You were saying something about coming. ;)
none_too_subtle
Jul. 25th, 2003 03:58 pm (UTC)
*still looking for my beavis icon...GAH*
Eh?! I can't hear you. :)
wbahner
Jul. 25th, 2003 04:02 pm (UTC)
Re: *still looking for my beavis icon...GAH*
YOU SAID SOMETHING ABOUT COMING!!!!! ;)
none_too_subtle
Jul. 25th, 2003 04:03 pm (UTC)
Re: *still looking for my beavis icon...GAH*

I still can't. Hear. You.



What's that THANG coming outta yo mouf?
wbahner
Jul. 25th, 2003 04:07 pm (UTC)
Re: *still looking for my beavis icon...GAH*
What?

This??
none_too_subtle
Jul. 25th, 2003 04:18 pm (UTC)
Re: *still looking for my beavis icon...GAH*
ACKKKKKKKKKK!

WHERE'S S1/S2 OPTIONNNNN!? GAH.
wbahner
Jul. 25th, 2003 04:23 pm (UTC)
Re: *still looking for my beavis icon...GAH*
Do you have a customize journal option?
none_too_subtle
Jul. 25th, 2003 04:29 pm (UTC)
Re: *still looking for my beavis icon...GAH*
No, but I have a MODIFY option. Arghhhhh. I've looked everywhere for that sucka; I've used it before, but o no...LJ is holdin' out this time. Grr.
wbahner
Jul. 25th, 2003 04:33 pm (UTC)
Re: *still looking for my beavis icon...GAH*
What about 'edit style'?
none_too_subtle
Jul. 25th, 2003 05:22 pm (UTC)
Feh!
Been there, done that.

I. Am. A. Dork.
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